Childish

I remember that I have seen an American drama about medicine. In my memory, there is a footage that a child’s mother suffered from mental sickness. They need to be separated by social affair bureau. One of the doctors told a lie to the boy. He said that he could still keep staying with his mother. Unfortunately, he finally was taken away. Because of it, the female leading role blamed the doctor for not telling her the truth. I think if I were the doctor, I would do the same thing. I would try to do anything to protect someone from getting hurt. Although we know someone would get hurt eventually, I still would tell the white lie. My personality is childish. I like building virtual situations or perfect state to face my life, which does not mean I am optimistic person. Rather, I am pessimistic one. When I get any challenge or mission, I would think of the worst result first, and use the childish mind to deal with it. No matter what the ending is, I have previewed the worst result in advanced. I would feel less frustrated. Childishness is one kind of dark energy.